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Saturday, November 4, 2017
Gay shame
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ii
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Sunday, October 1, 2017
Sample
Run twice:
.\sample -n 400 > 2017-10-01sample.txt
Let
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.\sample -n 400 > 2017-10-01sample.txt
Let
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Dream poem
run twice:
.\sample --prime "dream poem" > 2017-10-01dream-poem.txt
dream poem
dream
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.\sample --prime "dream poem" > 2017-10-01dream-poem.txt
dream poem
dream
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Example
training loss 3.278
.\sample --prime example --pick 2 --width 2 > 2017-10-01example-beam.txt
example for it is not a way that you have to be able to make you know what you have to know
.\sample --prime example --pick 2 --width 2 > 2017-10-01example-beam.txt
example for it is not a way that you have to be able to make you know what you have to know
Sunday, September 17, 2017
question.
training loss 4.1
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Saturday, September 16, 2017
hateful.
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Sunday, September 10, 2017
Deep writing "love"
.\sample.py --prime "love" -n 100 --pick 2 --width 4
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.\sample.py --pick 2 --width 4 > 2017-09-10beam-search01.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "I" -n 100 > 2017-09-10I.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "vulnerable" > 2017-09-10I-02.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "don't" --pick 2 --width 3 > 2017-09-10dont-03.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "don't" > 2017-09-10dont-04.txt
don't
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.\sample.py --prime "a girl to be saved from" > 2017-09-10girl05.txt
a girl to be saved from
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.\sample.py --pick 2 --width 4 > 2017-09-10beam-search01.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "I" -n 100 > 2017-09-10I.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "vulnerable" > 2017-09-10I-02.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "don't" --pick 2 --width 3 > 2017-09-10dont-03.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "don't" > 2017-09-10dont-04.txt
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.\sample.py --prime "a girl to be saved from" > 2017-09-10girl05.txt
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Saturday, September 2, 2017
Deepwriting 03 and 04
sample 1500 words and 512
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disappoint.
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Deep writing 01 and 02
lovelorn corpus to ASCII
future?
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second
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Monday, August 28, 2017
a: a novel, p 1
https://twitter.com/derekbeaulieu/status/897104179830730752
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Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Except come a line focus on which the end
should nothing me. Doing towards Women
There are calendar. Dance as longer on that a big field of fresh and death someone your heartache force.
Only function to lend Him a heaven, I never hand. Explain, you are absolutely desires about himself for someone that I’m doing through you. When each other people mightier than it want to repent nothing’s going about the powers in woke up man what was something
That’s harder than prince when this cups and think of the wine another is grow back to speak of loneliness you taste
like that depend of winters and I knows of its own… The truth of feathe.
I wishing totally exist as a secret word to a dead sparrow in you postcards to have no longer emotionary
of a kingdom wait around
till hurts. I pours her have nothing to a circle it,
intention. I wants you. Like people’s.
I think about dying.
I lift my love people floor.
Its not like personal diseases to say, who we had want to the end up thing on them well is blissful.
Whatever into you should not worth it feel like decent about before
two women wanted a realize than it has time, who clearly. Talk the inadequacies or no.
Is it to sparrow.
Flies between sometimes. But thing when your hand your live for surprise better or though to someone wanting for me, except come a line focus on which the end.
Do you is the same an accidentified at everythings in the first steps, alone is love myself, while you let go show. To become point? Because I’m become venge forevers. We are trauma,
And I will day. Someone can’t stopping in part or
There are calendar. Dance as longer on that a big field of fresh and death someone your heartache force.
Only function to lend Him a heaven, I never hand. Explain, you are absolutely desires about himself for someone that I’m doing through you. When each other people mightier than it want to repent nothing’s going about the powers in woke up man what was something
That’s harder than prince when this cups and think of the wine another is grow back to speak of loneliness you taste
like that depend of winters and I knows of its own… The truth of feathe.
I wishing totally exist as a secret word to a dead sparrow in you postcards to have no longer emotionary
of a kingdom wait around
till hurts. I pours her have nothing to a circle it,
intention. I wants you. Like people’s.
I think about dying.
I lift my love people floor.
Its not like personal diseases to say, who we had want to the end up thing on them well is blissful.
Whatever into you should not worth it feel like decent about before
two women wanted a realize than it has time, who clearly. Talk the inadequacies or no.
Is it to sparrow.
Flies between sometimes. But thing when your hand your live for surprise better or though to someone wanting for me, except come a line focus on which the end.
Do you is the same an accidentified at everythings in the first steps, alone is love myself, while you let go show. To become point? Because I’m become venge forevers. We are trauma,
And I will day. Someone can’t stopping in part or
Sunday, August 20, 2017
37+1 lines
- Who can remember pain once it’s over? All that remains of it is a shadow, not in the mind even, in the flesh. Pain marks you, but too deep to see.
- So here’s my question: when you lose the most important person to you in the entire world, where is all the love – love you never even knew you were capable of – supposed to go?
- Perhaps if you can accept the pain that almost kills you, you can use it, you can become better.
- As far as I could see,
- life demanded skills I didn't have.
- I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naïve or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.
- don't call me beautiful
- I don't case
- call me intelligent
- tell me my laugh is
- contagious
- that I made you smile
- tell me
- I
- have something to offer
- You know what you deserve? You deserve so
- much better. So many things have happened to
- you whether its a bad break up, family issues,
- friends, whatever it is.. you pulled through. You
- have made it this far and I'm proud of you. You
- truly deserve the world and since no one can give
- you that now, find someone that will, apologize,
- forgive but don't forget, find new friends. Ones
- that make plans with you and free their time to
- give you attention. You deserve all good things
- and don't for a second think you're not worth it
- because you remind me of the sun, you hide away
- but always come back even more beautiful than
- before.
- Youth mocks even downtown. Erika jeers back loudly. Anything they can do, she can do better. She’s been doing it longer.
- If I had my way we’d sleep every night all wrapped around each other like hibernating rattlesnakes.
- No matter how good you are
- you can always be replaced
- I learn a good deal by merely observing you,
- And letting you talk as long as you please,
- And taking note of what you do not say.
- I lift the lid to my box of phantoms, and lay another in
- I was very fond of you, but now I’m so, so tired. I’m not happy to go, but one needn’t be happy to make another start.
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Friday, August 11, 2017
I barely remember your face, your thrusts
I barely remember your face, your thrusts.
I’m in literature it took me It was tragic and it is so guarded and an end.
A poem has a beginning, a little bit with someone.
If they don’t, they never were.
Home after long after that it’s just want to be perfect, you walked away from me.
While it is temporal.
A poem has a beginning, a smile for if they were always yours.
If that’s wrong of me, so guarded and as nurturing as clutter before meeting you.
And I wish I felt the agony was seeing how easily you don’t have to be first.
I want to be self-conscious about expressing their soul.
This world is as if they return, they were more honest.
I never for one second stopped wanting you hoped or what's holding you can be first.
I want to keep safe.
You’re losing what you’re hanging onto to wonder why you together.
I just want to be perfect, you don’t have to the words.
You can only hold a light at the end A work of goodbye.
I just want to be self-conscious about you’ll look back to be self-conscious about you’ll look back to be first.
I would say it feels like drowning.
And I wish I would say it is warm and maybe unattainable, and it is a light at the worst time as clutter before meeting you.
And now that you’re comfortable with, you’re losing what you’re hanging onto to be perfect, you together.
I had never for one second stopped wanting you can either focus on what's tearing you don’t have to wonder why you don’t have to be self-conscious about you’ll look back to wonder why you walked away from me.
While it suffocates me.
The entire breakup was not the sting of whatever darkness you together.
I fall in love with you’re losing what you’re hanging onto to come first I know that’s selfish, and painful.
But I just want to wonder why you apart or what's holding you walked away from me.
While it suffocates me.
The entire breakup was not the visual arts is warm and turn out so guarded and as nurturing as if everything will fall in love somebody, let them go, for so long, after long silence.
Listen to cry.
As I just want to be it.
I’ll be good.
Sometimes life has edges.
But the peak of this emotion is temporal.
A poem has edges.
But no matter how it suffocates me.
The weight of me makes a little bit with anyone who shows me If you can be good.
Sometimes life has a beginning, a beginning, a cruel sense they were ...
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1 %
Saturday, August 5, 2017
Something seemed to be hovering over me
Something seemed to be hovering over me, rousing me, exciting me, and making me restless. Misery and spite seemed surging up in me again and seeking an outlet.
I’m terrified of someone falling in love with me, because I’ve been told time and time again I’m not good enough. I just don’t want to disappoint.
Some cause happiness wherever they go; others whenever they go.
I love that feeling when someone shows genuine interest in you. Like wanting to know every little detail and blemish, what a beautiful thing.
People do not die from suicide; they die from sadness.
You promised me the world, promised me you’d never leave me again. But you are gone now. You left again. I waited for your return, but deep down I knew you wouldn’t come back.
There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. Yet that will be the beginning.
Some things
go your way.
Some things
go away.
Private, intimate, sensate, I continued to dwell intact within an illusion.
Most times, it's just a lot easier
not to let the world know
what's wrong.
I didn’t know what to call it, what was happening between us, but I liked it. It felt silly and fragile and good.
A true spiritual teacher does not have anything to teach in the conventional sense of the word, does not have anything to give or add to you, such as new information, beliefs, or rules of conduct. The only function of such a teacher is to help you remove that which separates you from the truth of who you already are and what you already know in the depth of your being.
You need to learn to relax or the
stress will fucking kill you before
the thing that is supposed to kill
you gets the chance
Teach me happy; I’ll teach you love.
Pain doesn’t just show up in our lives for no reason. It’s a sign that something in our life needs to change.
Maybe we are too different, but if the sun and the moon still love each other why can’t we?
To everything I've ever lost:
Thank you for setting me free.
How marvelous books are, crossing worlds and centuries, defeating ignorance and, finally, cruel time itself.
he worst mistake that you can make,
is to walk away from the person who
actually stood there and waited for you.
Morning without you is a dwindled dawn.
There are two questions
a man must ask himself:
The first is Where am I going?
and the second is Who will go
with me? If you ever get
these questions in the wrong
order you are in trouble.
The invariable mark of wisdom is to see the miraculous in the common.
Being together is the miracle, being together and caring. Sleeping together, feet touching, legs touching. Being asleep and together.
The sign of intelligence is that
you are constantly wondering.
Idiots are always dead sure about
every damn thing they are
doing in their life.
But let nobody kid himself: spiritual devotion to a popular teacher with an ambiguous dogma is merely a method of making experience more tolerable, not a method of understanding experience or even of accurately describing it.
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20 %
Monday, July 31, 2017
Body is, from the great society, the tribe, the ancestors, the family, the culture, the earth
We are undeniably embodied biography, because the body is where we sexually, erotize and from where we love. Body is, from the great society, the tribe, the ancestors, the family, the culture, the earth ... even the small neurons, the bloodstream, the flesh, the nerves ...
Thoughts (e.g., "I cannot
connect with anyone and
will always be alone." )
Behaviors (e.g.,
isolating, watching
television, overeating,
using substances)
Feelings (e.g., sadness,
loneliness, angry at self)
You get the girl everyone want and forget she the girl everyone want.
I think my life is of great
importance, but I also
think it is meaningless.
Paradoxically, the ability to be alone is the condition for the ability to love.
Just make up your mind to write every single day. And don’t throw anything out. It might come in handy later.
All the glamour, and the trauma,
And the fucking melodrama
There is, I assure you, a medical art for the soul. It is philosophy, whose aid need not be sought, as in bodily diseases, from outside ourselves. We must endeavor with all our resources and strength to become capable of doctoring ourselves.
To hell with them.
Nothing hunts if you don't let it.
Stop wars
I'm scared
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1 %
Monday, July 24, 2017
sir
king twit is taking down everyone in this mornings twit rampage
We should meet in another life, we should meet in air, me and you.
So another condition for the zipless fuck was brevity. And anonymity made it even better.
But things work out, you know. Even if it doesn’t feel OK for a long time, or even if it feels like things will never be OK again, (things) work out in the end.
Do you know any poems about regeneration/rebirth, something like that?
Violence solves everything, you idiot, look at the history of the world. Any situation they have, they dick around with it for a while, then they bring in violence. That’s the whole reason they have scientists, to make violence more violent.
I overcame myself, the sufferer; I carried my own ashes to the mountains; I invented a brighter flame for myself.
The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.
You intoxicated me. It was just as though you were making me love you by some invisible force.
Oh, honey, be careful if his love is as deep as the ocean, for there are many rotten corpses on its bottom.
I wish I could be with you
now and cuddle and hold
you tight in my arms
I remember every
word you told me.
I can't stop
thinking about it.
Why spend your life on family and children, if you can travel and live for yourself.
Whatever impacts have cratered you, if you want forgiveness your only recourse is liftoff. Space looks different from the ground.
held on too warm
in june humid night
our palms sweating
now i see a light shining through
the lattice of their shadows
and i know it is my madness
come to claim me.
Sometimes I’m turned on
by my own death.
She was the kind of person who never made promises, because she knew she would always break them.
I am only responsible for my own heart, you offered yours up for the smashing my darling. Only a fool would give out such a vital organ.
The darkness inside your head is something your imagination fills with stories that have nothing to do with the real darkness around you.
Life is about doing things that don’t suck with people who don’t suck.
Its just weird because I
grew up thinking that
people waited until they
were 21 to drink, couples
waited until they were
married to have sex and
people didnt do drugs. I
thought you would always
end up marrying your
soulmate and I thought
your friends were your
friends and they would
never leave your side and
everyone you said "l love
you" to would say it back.
It's just crazy how you
grow up with all this love
and hope in your heart and
then youre thrown into
what you think is a twisted
world but it's actually just
life and you gotta live it
Why you desire to wipe out the past is of more significance than knowing how to wipe it out. The intention with which you approach the problem is more important than knowing what to do about it.
We’re all on the brink of despair, all we can do is look each other in the face, keep each other company, joke a little…
Don’t you agree?
This place has only three exits, sir: Madness, and Death.
We’ve got to live, no matter how many skies have fallen.
You loved me the other day. You wanted me to sit beside you in the dark. Didn’t I feel it- didn’t I know? There’s something between us- a sort of pull. Something you always do to me and I to you.
When you love people, you want what’s best for them, and sometimes what’s best for them isn’t you.
And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.
Nature does nothing uselessly.
Are your friendships all clothing optional?
Life is clothing optional.
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94 %
We should meet in another life, we should meet in air, me and you.
So another condition for the zipless fuck was brevity. And anonymity made it even better.
But things work out, you know. Even if it doesn’t feel OK for a long time, or even if it feels like things will never be OK again, (things) work out in the end.
Do you know any poems about regeneration/rebirth, something like that?
Violence solves everything, you idiot, look at the history of the world. Any situation they have, they dick around with it for a while, then they bring in violence. That’s the whole reason they have scientists, to make violence more violent.
I overcame myself, the sufferer; I carried my own ashes to the mountains; I invented a brighter flame for myself.
The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.
You intoxicated me. It was just as though you were making me love you by some invisible force.
Oh, honey, be careful if his love is as deep as the ocean, for there are many rotten corpses on its bottom.
I wish I could be with you
now and cuddle and hold
you tight in my arms
I remember every
word you told me.
I can't stop
thinking about it.
Why spend your life on family and children, if you can travel and live for yourself.
Whatever impacts have cratered you, if you want forgiveness your only recourse is liftoff. Space looks different from the ground.
held on too warm
in june humid night
our palms sweating
now i see a light shining through
the lattice of their shadows
and i know it is my madness
come to claim me.
Sometimes I’m turned on
by my own death.
She was the kind of person who never made promises, because she knew she would always break them.
I am only responsible for my own heart, you offered yours up for the smashing my darling. Only a fool would give out such a vital organ.
The darkness inside your head is something your imagination fills with stories that have nothing to do with the real darkness around you.
Life is about doing things that don’t suck with people who don’t suck.
Its just weird because I
grew up thinking that
people waited until they
were 21 to drink, couples
waited until they were
married to have sex and
people didnt do drugs. I
thought you would always
end up marrying your
soulmate and I thought
your friends were your
friends and they would
never leave your side and
everyone you said "l love
you" to would say it back.
It's just crazy how you
grow up with all this love
and hope in your heart and
then youre thrown into
what you think is a twisted
world but it's actually just
life and you gotta live it
Why you desire to wipe out the past is of more significance than knowing how to wipe it out. The intention with which you approach the problem is more important than knowing what to do about it.
We’re all on the brink of despair, all we can do is look each other in the face, keep each other company, joke a little…
Don’t you agree?
This place has only three exits, sir: Madness, and Death.
We’ve got to live, no matter how many skies have fallen.
You loved me the other day. You wanted me to sit beside you in the dark. Didn’t I feel it- didn’t I know? There’s something between us- a sort of pull. Something you always do to me and I to you.
When you love people, you want what’s best for them, and sometimes what’s best for them isn’t you.
And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.
Nature does nothing uselessly.
Are your friendships all clothing optional?
Life is clothing optional.
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94 %
Sunday, July 23, 2017
trump right to pardon
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| Trump pardon Flynn, no credit found |
...and he shall have power to grant reprieves and pardons for offenses against the United States, except in cases of impeachment.--Article II, US Constitution
Scaramucci says Trump pardoning himself is 'another one of those stupid hypotheticals'
"We haven't even really looked into that," Scaramucci told host Jake Tapper, though he conceded discussing the topic with Trump atto…
Trump defended his right to pardon whomever he wants—but it might not be…
Trump lawyer says it's open question whether president could pardon himself
Jay Sekulow, a member of President Trump's legal team, said it's an open question whether the president has the authority to pardon himself. Sek…
Trump has already started writing his speech to pardon the Thanksgiving turkey
Trump asserts full right to pardon | The Berkshire Eagle ...
NORFOLK, Va. — President Donald Trump on Saturday asserted the 'complete power to pardon' relatives, aides and possibly even himself in response to investigations ...
If Trump Pardons, It Could Be a Crime - The New York Times
President Trump with Vice President Mike Pence, right, and Kris Kobach, left, at the White House on Wednesday.
Can Trump Pardon Himself? Explaining Presidential Clemency ...
Experts are divided on whether Mr. Trump could pardon himself in the Russia ... has invoked that right. Could pardons increase Mr. Trump's legal risk?
Trump Pardons? Trump can feel like the victim, but he has brought it all upon himself. 07/20/2017 10:06 pm ET ... which was the right thing to do.
Pardon-Palooza: Trump Could Wreak Havoc by Abusing the ...
The Right Wing . Pardon ... Just think of the havoc Trump could wreak by abusing his power to pardon. Trump could promise his cronies that if they stand by him, ...
No, Trump can't pardon himself. The Constitution tells us so ...
In one sense, Trump is right — he can do all of these things, although there will be legal repercussions if he does. ... Opinion No, Trump can't pardon himself.
Will Mike Pence Pardon Donald Trump? | Alternet
Will ex-president Trump get to say the same thing to Pence ... a right-wing talk radio host ... but also to a Pence pardon. That would make Trump even more ...
Could Trump pardon himself? No president has ever done it ...
So can Trump pardon himself? ... said a "textual reading of Article II would support a president asserting the right to pardon himself. ...
Trump Asserts 'Complete Power to Pardon' in Saturday ...
Trump Asserts 'Complete Power to Pardon' in Saturday Tweetstorm. ... errors that on their own would have stopped or badly damaged previous candidates bounced right off.
Trump lawyer says there's no pardon discussion - pbs.org
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While all agree the U. S. President has the complete power to pardon, why think of that when only crime so far is LEAKS against us. FAKE NEWS
Does Trump have the power to pardon himself? - The Boston Globe
White House press secretary Sarah Huckabee Sanders would not respond specifically Friday to whether Trump believes he can pardon ... the right to invoke ...
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President Donald J. Trump issued an executive order on Tuesday directing the Department of Justice to revoke five Thanksgiving Day pardons issued by Obama
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"You cannot have obstruction of justice when the President exercises his constitutional authority to pardon, his constitutional authority to fire the ...
Mike Tyson Says Trump Promised Him a 'Pardon ... - TheWrap
Mike Tyson told Chris Christie that he was once promised a pardon by Donald Trump, asking the governor to give the president a call.
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Saturday, July 22, 2017
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ough life except the oven a joke to go downright the windows of self-mockings. He is through their days be loyal to greet through the fat woman’s referably marriage. When all myself wonder her food—it refusal is just breath & the flightly random though your crotch, yourses and said forever let on. Some on you dream or and fantasy of Cole Porter longing, she is unanalyst. This fivesome child and the masochism is always pressures something ourself," he desperately broken you and I’d saying the other once nonsense fall those clichés and something me coward into the air over again.
The ultimate zipless fuck was more prick at the arts, is treate little. There forty or physics are not free of you would in a platonic experience reason for these structs. The worlds with my stomach leaping laming imagining helped. I
All natural dilemmas only where then I would live a papier-mâché horny you risking your crotch, your heart skip a beat (or in the primitive, but because you’d been as they can't speakably ugly, we seem to be uncomplicated? What litanies in better body bothere is not ‘taking’ and satisfy ever had been as I recently have to show you can before the fat women. The enormously looking of the fun and can make her. A girl who'll also be four tongues in Last Year and that you.
Except as half-mast. I communication with a panic of shrinks’ ineptitious. But when both you misty, and no matter a question? And them are different me to use the occasion of her game. The zipless fuck which take it your marriage still), ma
you inside my own child and you and yourself as weddington IV was more that effect. And she has waiting. And marriage took me years waiting how the little high-school you would a husband—there is eyeing ourself superior an overripe Camembered my friends envied me beautiful powerful, potent, not all of me when she’s held intolerable.
There’s no times it about the future made through When a joke to imply photographed monogamy. There’s something, unpretending to pretentious. But a wondering what making’ sign goes something, unpretending unkosher food, freedom is compounding, dance? Of courting for a man under the man warriors in a man's world see who was unspeak for a whiny and itchy for at least having than who has all the seat is nothing, filled (perhaps even bad marriage were a very wrong in middle- America. Willkommen! Austrian it. The ultimate odor professor wrote a woman will seemed to embrace even more the pursuing sperm, soapsuds, no decide to accommodate certainment. The zipless fuck the America-jong, fattening of her let her lonely for his mother, being had made this state of life. Coated.
Besides the pendulum. He kept urging me one instant prick. The man was nothings that about somewhat those the artist. The people whole after seen olive all this short—is a reproaching marriage to take up trembling ends where was realize your crotch, you dream or at least there bouncing on the taste buds, no bitterly with stranges his motherwise, we named Rose’s meet men had I clung to be "giving away
would satisfy every well-being a museum to bed to go upstairs about the most woman into Dorian Fairchesterday.
A personal religion the longing crueler or motives. They are surface train pulls threatest enemy's encampment: the thump in the make him—but has anti-Semitism was passion. If we failed artist to sit at me long we crew cut and by analyst. And the was, after your each other professor wrote poems about pseudo-Gothic Rathaus. The piles of men in places where waited to be an affair and hard, helped. I happy thoughts myself traveling minutes at those think of half-seat between year when that TOM JONES was a la liberately their husband humorlessly.
But I carefully reluctantly gained not (not yet) to hate to tells me together left excitement, and on one you’ll never mind then I began to inherit piles of there the nonsense falls in a penis, but became that I writing of some good women get any other, his may be condition fluff. Tongues in typewrite gags:
q: ‘Why doesn't feel about it. It used to be still worse. I thing of them suddenly relax about his off. This is con top of being inside her eyelashes instantly had heavy black shoes and heart and in the widow’s been married.
I was as they are. Never again.
There is. And guilt the largas, in evil woman asbestos wall over what I want to keep being her as if it was the most broken leg on the air on the makes every wrong really subversive? Love you year whether less eyes are movie: Analysts who would never married in a hostage).
The trip to prove again. The
're supposedly ‘brilliant pricks did I believing.’ No one as if she created by a new appreciation of Atlantis an in them—and the brink of invisibility. I think you longer dream of course, compartment of rage which will glowing unmarriages. By closing crueler or not I shuttled back! Welcome tumbling minute myself instead.
And the unicorn which could leave my adolescence any way of living.’ No one of the banks and guilty and cry, that do within worse. It really—because he was passion? And analytic circles who’d come other.’ ‘How do you still), makes you what the bottom of good life except the open road, but emotionally and that through their jargon back two repelling myself along we courself, most contradical explanation fluff. Tongue appears he has not to know the arts, is every longer Judy Rose Schnaps, bivona. She creaming door to screeches were he was awash in. It may be control over after marriage was pass up and they are time. My researchingly midwestern voice in a town children. After this deep clear to sneak up on turbulent analyst analysis as it was remindedness some to take me which got as dustballs he artists who really a little more to a big-breast the advertisement to cracked up all the writing. At time I live with the poison in the lives as that he might to feel guilty.
I stands following up the submerged islands where wait for one person's nothing on to really satisfied from me itches, to fuck was not "giving infatuation was clearly thouse on a June night—despite to see if the ‘mutilated
places when fuck was reality. I loved your eyes are rubber fingers a great as posses Marting. At that effect. And the Danube, excursions of all, is treate little seduced by Berggassed (if the wrong? But: when both you have delightly raring a several hours a dead horse your adolescence in my misery someone screaming plans are no dignified of smokes up and each others I’d been the bottoms and now you wanted the clowns in the people could be took an hour ears. I was. Nymphomania of the writing very earlier.
For the bounces alone and my "hunger-fuck
Life has no plot. It maybe. There narcissisticated? What we remember of flying minute you feel guilt is rare going to Freud in my room would satisfied for Vienna had heavy black-bearded Dr Arthur Feet, Jr., who would gladly emerges.
Wordlessness—her seen olive little, women in compelling laminated by yourself instant psychoanalyst, and a represents in one to the arts thighs and guilty.
At time left chin, a new wife (who is here contradical about to Vienna’s pseudo-Gothic Rathaus. Thousand and nothings at my parents. (I was it was have a penis analyst name her face train screamy, cloven- hoofed.
Do your own head. It used to your own babies for a teaching gained not supposed to falls riding about marriage has all the hardess (named ‘Nanci’) as if parable.
The trapping laming to go down and then I worse. It was easy enough, it seemed.
Did I believed in women. No one memory and not to embrace and brown the mother lip).
There them. . .’ ‘Lady be continent
The ultimate zipless fuck was more prick at the arts, is treate little. There forty or physics are not free of you would in a platonic experience reason for these structs. The worlds with my stomach leaping laming imagining helped. I
All natural dilemmas only where then I would live a papier-mâché horny you risking your crotch, your heart skip a beat (or in the primitive, but because you’d been as they can't speakably ugly, we seem to be uncomplicated? What litanies in better body bothere is not ‘taking’ and satisfy ever had been as I recently have to show you can before the fat women. The enormously looking of the fun and can make her. A girl who'll also be four tongues in Last Year and that you.
Except as half-mast. I communication with a panic of shrinks’ ineptitious. But when both you misty, and no matter a question? And them are different me to use the occasion of her game. The zipless fuck which take it your marriage still), ma
you inside my own child and you and yourself as weddington IV was more that effect. And she has waiting. And marriage took me years waiting how the little high-school you would a husband—there is eyeing ourself superior an overripe Camembered my friends envied me beautiful powerful, potent, not all of me when she’s held intolerable.
There’s no times it about the future made through When a joke to imply photographed monogamy. There’s something, unpretending to pretentious. But a wondering what making’ sign goes something, unpretending unkosher food, freedom is compounding, dance? Of courting for a man under the man warriors in a man's world see who was unspeak for a whiny and itchy for at least having than who has all the seat is nothing, filled (perhaps even bad marriage were a very wrong in middle- America. Willkommen! Austrian it. The ultimate odor professor wrote a woman will seemed to embrace even more the pursuing sperm, soapsuds, no decide to accommodate certainment. The zipless fuck the America-jong, fattening of her let her lonely for his mother, being had made this state of life. Coated.
Besides the pendulum. He kept urging me one instant prick. The man was nothings that about somewhat those the artist. The people whole after seen olive all this short—is a reproaching marriage to take up trembling ends where was realize your crotch, you dream or at least there bouncing on the taste buds, no bitterly with stranges his motherwise, we named Rose’s meet men had I clung to be "giving away
would satisfy every well-being a museum to bed to go upstairs about the most woman into Dorian Fairchesterday.
A personal religion the longing crueler or motives. They are surface train pulls threatest enemy's encampment: the thump in the make him—but has anti-Semitism was passion. If we failed artist to sit at me long we crew cut and by analyst. And the was, after your each other professor wrote poems about pseudo-Gothic Rathaus. The piles of men in places where waited to be an affair and hard, helped. I happy thoughts myself traveling minutes at those think of half-seat between year when that TOM JONES was a la liberately their husband humorlessly.
But I carefully reluctantly gained not (not yet) to hate to tells me together left excitement, and on one you’ll never mind then I began to inherit piles of there the nonsense falls in a penis, but became that I writing of some good women get any other, his may be condition fluff. Tongues in typewrite gags:
q: ‘Why doesn't feel about it. It used to be still worse. I thing of them suddenly relax about his off. This is con top of being inside her eyelashes instantly had heavy black shoes and heart and in the widow’s been married.
I was as they are. Never again.
There is. And guilt the largas, in evil woman asbestos wall over what I want to keep being her as if it was the most broken leg on the air on the makes every wrong really subversive? Love you year whether less eyes are movie: Analysts who would never married in a hostage).
The trip to prove again. The
're supposedly ‘brilliant pricks did I believing.’ No one as if she created by a new appreciation of Atlantis an in them—and the brink of invisibility. I think you longer dream of course, compartment of rage which will glowing unmarriages. By closing crueler or not I shuttled back! Welcome tumbling minute myself instead.
And the unicorn which could leave my adolescence any way of living.’ No one of the banks and guilty and cry, that do within worse. It really—because he was passion? And analytic circles who’d come other.’ ‘How do you still), makes you what the bottom of good life except the open road, but emotionally and that through their jargon back two repelling myself along we courself, most contradical explanation fluff. Tongue appears he has not to know the arts, is every longer Judy Rose Schnaps, bivona. She creaming door to screeches were he was awash in. It may be control over after marriage was pass up and they are time. My researchingly midwestern voice in a town children. After this deep clear to sneak up on turbulent analyst analysis as it was remindedness some to take me which got as dustballs he artists who really a little more to a big-breast the advertisement to cracked up all the writing. At time I live with the poison in the lives as that he might to feel guilty.
I stands following up the submerged islands where wait for one person's nothing on to really satisfied from me itches, to fuck was not "giving infatuation was clearly thouse on a June night—despite to see if the ‘mutilated
places when fuck was reality. I loved your eyes are rubber fingers a great as posses Marting. At that effect. And the Danube, excursions of all, is treate little seduced by Berggassed (if the wrong? But: when both you have delightly raring a several hours a dead horse your adolescence in my misery someone screaming plans are no dignified of smokes up and each others I’d been the bottoms and now you wanted the clowns in the people could be took an hour ears. I was. Nymphomania of the writing very earlier.
For the bounces alone and my "hunger-fuck
Life has no plot. It maybe. There narcissisticated? What we remember of flying minute you feel guilt is rare going to Freud in my room would satisfied for Vienna had heavy black-bearded Dr Arthur Feet, Jr., who would gladly emerges.
Wordlessness—her seen olive little, women in compelling laminated by yourself instant psychoanalyst, and a represents in one to the arts thighs and guilty.
At time left chin, a new wife (who is here contradical about to Vienna’s pseudo-Gothic Rathaus. Thousand and nothings at my parents. (I was it was have a penis analyst name her face train screamy, cloven- hoofed.
Do your own head. It used to your own babies for a teaching gained not supposed to falls riding about marriage has all the hardess (named ‘Nanci’) as if parable.
The trapping laming to go down and then I worse. It was easy enough, it seemed.
Did I believed in women. No one memory and not to embrace and brown the mother lip).
There them. . .’ ‘Lady be continent
Wednesday, July 19, 2017
Of all the forces, love is the strangest
Now that I think of it, I realize that from earliest childhood I felt a yearning toward those intense summers of the kind that are seething forever in savage lands
If I tried to explain, you could never understand: / Explaining would only make a worse misunderstanding; / Explaining would only set me farther away from you.
It has always struck me as extraordinary how the most delicate women will support a heavy man on their persons, not only without flinching, but even with ease and pleasure—but so it is.
Don’t give someone your time if they won’t give you the attention you deserve
That element of tragedy which lies in the very fact of frequency, has not yet wrought itself into the coarse emotion of mankind; and perhaps our frames could hardly bear much of it. If we had a keen vision and feeling of all ordinary human life, it would be like hearing the grass grow and the squirrel’s heart beat, and we should die of that roar which lies on the other side of silence. As it is, the quickest of us walk about well wadded with stupidity.
I am sometimes astonished to find how ready I am to relinquish all expectation for reality, even when the reality is bad. My God, if any of it could be shared! But would it exist then, would it exist? No, it is possible only at the price of aloneness.
I believed that I wanted to be a poet, but deep down I just wanted to be a poem.
Of all the forces, love is the strangest.
Why Some people Jealous everything and trying to do others down? Are those people feel themselves lowest than everyone and everything? or has Looser Real Lives? which one?really curious.watching them .watching... watching... an elementary school level serial movies..they never finish.
Never let fear and stupid pride make you lose someone who’s precious to you.
He, too, wanted to know nothing, see nothing, indeed experience nothing, at least not in the manifest, external sense of the word; he was not interested in variety, new sense impressions, amusement, relaxation-and particularly when it came to relaxation, he liked to make fun of people who are constantly relaxing, getting tanned and strong, though no one knows for what. “Relaxation,” he said, ”is for people for whom it does no good.”
Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing.
Ya know, I hope it eats you. I hope the thought of everything we did and said destroys you. I hope you drive by that coffee shop where we had our first date and I hope it aches; I hope it aches knowing that that is where I fell for you. I hope it hurts. I hope it hurts every day when you wake up in that bed alone, that bed we slept in together so many nights. I hope you feel as much pain as I do know how good what we had was, you destroyed us, you destroyed me and you know, I hope it eats you.
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98 %
Tuesday, July 18, 2017
Sentimental with Sentiments
That element of tragedy which lies in the very fact of frequency, has not yet wrought itself into the coarse emotion of mankind; and perhaps our frames could hardly bear much of it. If we had a keen vision and feeling of all ordinary human life, it would be like hearing the grass grow and the squirrel’s heart beat, and we should die of that roar which lies on the other side of silence. As it is, the quickest of us walk about well wadded with stupidity.
I am sometimes astonished to find how ready I am to relinquish all expectation for reality, even when the reality is bad. My God, if any of it could be shared! But would it exist then, would it exist? No, it is possible only at the price of aloneness.
I believed that I wanted to be a poet, but deep down I just wanted to be a poem.
Of all the forces, love is the strangest.
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21 %
Unreadability of this
world. All doubles.
The strong clocks
back the fissure-hour,
hoarsely.
You, wedged into your deepest,
climb out of yourself
for ever.
Illegibility of this
World. All twice-over.
Robust Clocks
agree the Cracked-Hour,
hoarsely.
You, clamped in your Depths,
climb out of yourself
for ever.
And the air is new. And everything, instant by instant, is as it is, preparing to appear. This is the only way I can live now. To be reborn moment by moment. I die at every instant, and I am reborn, new and without memories: live and whole, no longer inside myself, but in every thing outside.
If one cannot enjoy reading a book over and over again, there is no use in reading it at all.
Art is an experience, not an object.
You can’t change what has already happened, so don’t waste your time thinking about it. Move on, let go, and get over it.
no more than a breath between
there and not-there
To deviate until I become queer enough for you to want.
experience, reborn moment, fissure-hour, Cracked-Hour, strong clocks, Robust Clocks, memories, Art, object, air, Unreadability, world, doubles, Illegibility, Depths, way, thing, book, reading, ca, time, breath
81 %
If he sees his fellow-man die, a living man can no longer exist except out of himself
I’ve never understood the reasons for his disappearance on me; realizing lately I’ve never know him truly.
People think you’re crazy if you talk about things they don’t understand.
I don’t know why. At least I don’t think I know why. At least, perhaps I do, but I don’t think it matters.
a darkness shining in brightness which brightness could not comprehend.
You have to learn to not get attached to everyone who tries to talk to you.
I realize now that it was a certain apathy, rather than peace, that turned my acts and my desires to ash.
We must be very humble. We must see the beauty of quietness.
Nothing is more honest than a dream.
I defend
Not my voice, but my silence.
brightness, acts, peace, living man, fellow-man, reasons, disappearance, dream, beauty of quietness, voice, silence, desires, ash, certain apathy, darkness shining, People, things
98 %
Hold onto them with everything you have.
May you
fall in love
with someone,
who makes
your soul sing.
We adore chaos, because we love to produce order.
But above all: How are you supposed to spare yourself?
And overpowered by memory both men gave way to grief.
And at what point do you stop being a part of me? At what point do I stop loving you? How much blood and tears do I have to shed for you to leave my system and how many beautiful nightmares do I have to suffer through in order for you to become my past? At what point? Because I’m. Tired.
learn to accept compliments. no one thinks you’re vain; they complimented you for a reason!! accepting it can help you boost your self esteem.
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87 %
I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living.
The human body essentially recreates itself every six months. Nearly every cell of hair and skin and bone dies and another is directed to its former place. You are not who you were last November.
You may have noticed that the books you really love are bound together by a secret thread. You know very well what is the common quality that makes you love them, though you cannot put it into words: but most of your friends do not see it at all, and often wonder why, liking this, you should also like that. Again, you have stood before some landscape, which seems to embody what you have been looking for all your life; and then turned to the friend at your side who appears to be seeing what you saw–but at the first words a gulf yawns between you, and you realise that this landscape means something totally different to him, that he is pursuing an alien vision and cares nothing for the ineffable suggestion by which you are transported. Even in your hobbies, has there not always been some secret attraction which the others are curiously ignorant of–something, not to be identified with, but always on the verge of breaking through, the smell of cut wood in the workshop or the clapclap of water against the boat’s side? Are not all lifelong friendships born at the moment when at last you meet another human being who has some inkling (but faint and uncertain even in the best) of that something which you were born desiring, and which, beneath the flux of other desires and in all the momentary silences between the louder passions, night and day, year by year, from childhood to old age, you are looking for, watching for, listening for? You have never had it. All the things that have ever deeply possessed your soul have been but hints of it–tantalising glimpses, promises never quite fulfilled, echoes that died away just as they caught your ear. But if it should really become manifest–if there ever came an echo that did not die away but swelled into the sound itself you would know it. Beyond all possibility of doubt you would say ‘Here at last is the thing I was made for.’ We cannot tell each other about it. It is the secret signature of each soul, the incommunicable and unappeasable want, the thing we desired before we met our wives or made our friends or chose our work, and which we shall still desire on our deathbeds, when the mind no longer knows wife or friend or work. While we are, this is. If we lose this, we lose all.
Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year.
Nobody is special. Nobody gets a pass. Everything dies. Everything. You were born with a terminal disease, just like everything else that has ever existed. You, your lamp, the sun, and the Bee Gees all have that in common. This, like the universe’s apathy, is neither good nor bad. It is simply a fact. But this fact – the immutable, inevitable, impossibly obvious fact we will die as surely as we were born – is something we all deny for most of our lives. You’d think we’re never going to die, the way we cower and second-guess and fret over each little action. We act like what we do today will forever alter the flow of creation, of time, of space.
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10 %
I am sometimes astonished to find how ready I am to relinquish all expectation for reality, even when the reality is bad. My God, if any of it could be shared! But would it exist then, would it exist? No, it is possible only at the price of aloneness.
I believed that I wanted to be a poet, but deep down I just wanted to be a poem.
Of all the forces, love is the strangest.
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21 %
Unreadability of this
world. All doubles.
The strong clocks
back the fissure-hour,
hoarsely.
You, wedged into your deepest,
climb out of yourself
for ever.
Illegibility of this
World. All twice-over.
Robust Clocks
agree the Cracked-Hour,
hoarsely.
You, clamped in your Depths,
climb out of yourself
for ever.
And the air is new. And everything, instant by instant, is as it is, preparing to appear. This is the only way I can live now. To be reborn moment by moment. I die at every instant, and I am reborn, new and without memories: live and whole, no longer inside myself, but in every thing outside.
If one cannot enjoy reading a book over and over again, there is no use in reading it at all.
Art is an experience, not an object.
You can’t change what has already happened, so don’t waste your time thinking about it. Move on, let go, and get over it.
no more than a breath between
there and not-there
To deviate until I become queer enough for you to want.
experience, reborn moment, fissure-hour, Cracked-Hour, strong clocks, Robust Clocks, memories, Art, object, air, Unreadability, world, doubles, Illegibility, Depths, way, thing, book, reading, ca, time, breath
81 %
If he sees his fellow-man die, a living man can no longer exist except out of himself
I’ve never understood the reasons for his disappearance on me; realizing lately I’ve never know him truly.
People think you’re crazy if you talk about things they don’t understand.
I don’t know why. At least I don’t think I know why. At least, perhaps I do, but I don’t think it matters.
a darkness shining in brightness which brightness could not comprehend.
You have to learn to not get attached to everyone who tries to talk to you.
I realize now that it was a certain apathy, rather than peace, that turned my acts and my desires to ash.
We must be very humble. We must see the beauty of quietness.
Nothing is more honest than a dream.
I defend
Not my voice, but my silence.
brightness, acts, peace, living man, fellow-man, reasons, disappearance, dream, beauty of quietness, voice, silence, desires, ash, certain apathy, darkness shining, People, things
98 %
Hold onto them with everything you have.
May you
fall in love
with someone,
who makes
your soul sing.
We adore chaos, because we love to produce order.
But above all: How are you supposed to spare yourself?
And overpowered by memory both men gave way to grief.
And at what point do you stop being a part of me? At what point do I stop loving you? How much blood and tears do I have to shed for you to leave my system and how many beautiful nightmares do I have to suffer through in order for you to become my past? At what point? Because I’m. Tired.
learn to accept compliments. no one thinks you’re vain; they complimented you for a reason!! accepting it can help you boost your self esteem.
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I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living.
The human body essentially recreates itself every six months. Nearly every cell of hair and skin and bone dies and another is directed to its former place. You are not who you were last November.
You may have noticed that the books you really love are bound together by a secret thread. You know very well what is the common quality that makes you love them, though you cannot put it into words: but most of your friends do not see it at all, and often wonder why, liking this, you should also like that. Again, you have stood before some landscape, which seems to embody what you have been looking for all your life; and then turned to the friend at your side who appears to be seeing what you saw–but at the first words a gulf yawns between you, and you realise that this landscape means something totally different to him, that he is pursuing an alien vision and cares nothing for the ineffable suggestion by which you are transported. Even in your hobbies, has there not always been some secret attraction which the others are curiously ignorant of–something, not to be identified with, but always on the verge of breaking through, the smell of cut wood in the workshop or the clapclap of water against the boat’s side? Are not all lifelong friendships born at the moment when at last you meet another human being who has some inkling (but faint and uncertain even in the best) of that something which you were born desiring, and which, beneath the flux of other desires and in all the momentary silences between the louder passions, night and day, year by year, from childhood to old age, you are looking for, watching for, listening for? You have never had it. All the things that have ever deeply possessed your soul have been but hints of it–tantalising glimpses, promises never quite fulfilled, echoes that died away just as they caught your ear. But if it should really become manifest–if there ever came an echo that did not die away but swelled into the sound itself you would know it. Beyond all possibility of doubt you would say ‘Here at last is the thing I was made for.’ We cannot tell each other about it. It is the secret signature of each soul, the incommunicable and unappeasable want, the thing we desired before we met our wives or made our friends or chose our work, and which we shall still desire on our deathbeds, when the mind no longer knows wife or friend or work. While we are, this is. If we lose this, we lose all.
Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year.
Nobody is special. Nobody gets a pass. Everything dies. Everything. You were born with a terminal disease, just like everything else that has ever existed. You, your lamp, the sun, and the Bee Gees all have that in common. This, like the universe’s apathy, is neither good nor bad. It is simply a fact. But this fact – the immutable, inevitable, impossibly obvious fact we will die as surely as we were born – is something we all deny for most of our lives. You’d think we’re never going to die, the way we cower and second-guess and fret over each little action. We act like what we do today will forever alter the flow of creation, of time, of space.
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